Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be


It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done


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The hand of my clock strikes two
In times when I got the best of you
We made promises we couldn't keep
And every night we couldn't sleep.
I didn't know why, but didn't ask questions
because it was the first time in my life, yeah the first time in my life
Where I, did something right.

I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time

You pick me apart
While I search for witty things to say In my defense
"You'll never amount to anything anyway"
And think that I'm impressed with your one night stands
and your contagious kiss
I'm trying to get this right
Yeah, cause I'm ridiculous like that

I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time

I'll keep this as
A constant reminder
Of the nights I spent holding onto her
And rest assured I'm moving on
I miss you less, with each day you're gone

I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time

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Just think of this and me
as just a few of the many things to lie around,
to clutter up your shelves.

And i wish you weren't worth the wait
cause there's some things i'd like to say to you.
And i don't think that you know what you've been missing.
Cause i don't think that you know what you've been missing.

And i dare you to forget the marks you left across my neck
from those nights when we were both found at our best.
Now i could make this obvious, and you
You could deny me all in one breath
You could shrug me off your shoulders.

And i don't think that you know what you've been missing.
Cause i don't think that you know what you've been missing.
And i don't think that you know, said i dont think that you know,
Said i don't think that you know what you've been missing.

Just forget me.
It's that simple....


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The day has come to an end
The sun is over my head
My polyamorous friend
you got me in a mess of trouble again

So ...

Just when you think that you're alright
I'm calling out from the inside
I never heard anyone
I never listen at all

They've come to get me again
The cloud is over my head
My polyamorus friend
you got me in a mess of trouble again

So ...

Just when you think that you're alright
I'm calling out from the inside
I never heard anyone
I never listen at all

Just stay away from the white light
I say your worst side's your best side
I never heard anyone
I never listen at all

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Memories consume like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight...

Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more, than any time before
I have no options left again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight…

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight...
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
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i hope this is the last time
'cause i'd never say no to you
this conversation's been dead on arrival
and there's no way to talk to you
this conversation's been dead on

a rivalry goes so deep between me
and this loss of sleep over you

this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not you're favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your verse

no, it's not the last time
'cause i'd never say no to you
this conversation's still dead on arrival
and there's no way to talk to you
when you're dead on

a rivalry goes so deep between me
and this loss of sleep over you

this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not you're favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your...

whoo!
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not you're favorite record
so-o-o-o

this is side one
flip me over
this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not you're favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
so i'm writing you a chorus
and here is your verse
here is your...

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  • allison
  • brittany
  • nikki
  • maggie
  • annalisa
  • anna
  • kayla
  • alex
  • ashley
  • anthony
  • jeff
  • michael
  • jeff
  • nick
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  • justin
  • taylor..my sexii lezbian loverr ((not a gurl)) lol

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    Wednesday, June 16, 2004
    memories from this year...

    memories from this year

    with nikki:

    • if my sock falls off will you catch it?
    • theres my dentist HI DR. GARY!!!! lol
    • "why did you get a sun??" "BEACAUSE I WANTED IT!!" and the you threw the bag at her lmao!!
    • at your party when anna called and asked fer a vegetarian pizza
    • at your other party when keena sang her song<<is that how u spell her name?? lol i dont remember i miss my keena lol

    ^^^well we dont really hang out but we needa more call me sumtime!!!^^^


    with brittany:

    • jitterbug! lol
    • i got a birdie and u are big durty lol
    • chester the leaf
    • kirsten took my wedding ring...
    • me:dont touch me there(on my knee) nick: ew what are u guys doin? lmao

    ^a lot more..but i cant remember right now...oopsy poopsy...

    with kirsten:


    .ice cream truck in the mall
    .when u fell(i wasnt really there but i came later and it was still as funnie just cuz its u fallin lmao!!)
    .alvin
    .its gonna get physical
    .kattie lmfao
    .the turd in the pool?????thats just...great? lol
    .realease ur anger!!
    .bfpp(more urs n brittanys but yea...lol)
    .paloma lmao!!!!
    .at brits house..the singin lmao
    .sorrie<she hit my elbow...lol
    .ice ice babaaaaaaay!!!!!!
    .sexii fishes
    .u own bam....grrrr
    .tony the tigerrrrrrrrr lol
    .i own tom!!!!!!hahaha i love his lip ring...awwwwwe...lol
    .callin me and hangin up..thats not funnie!!! lol


    with Allison:

    • nicole..lol
    • justin...awweee
    • taylor...awwee hes soo cute!! lol
    • nick is so cute.."i think we should call nick now" lol

    ^well theres lots more but we never really see eachother u gotta come up this summer!!!!! i mean it!!! u gotta meet the 3 sexii guys here!! lol well theres onlii 2 now..lol...the other one got fat...lmao j/p


     



     


    Posted at 12:54 pm by justxforgetxme
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    summer so far...

    well summer so far has been pretty boring..all i did was go to the dentist n get my teeth pulled...and went to brits house...sounds like fun huh??? yea verii..well i wanna do sumthin wit
    • kirsten
    • brittany
    • allison
    • katie(she lives in georgia but comes up every summer anyway)
    • anthony
    • michael..hes gonna stalk me anyway..lol
    • jeff...maybe
    • kayla
    • maggie
    • nikki<<ill catch ur sock fer you!!! lol

    well if your not on that list..maybe i forgot u..or maybe i just dont like you...call me if u wanna do sumthin one of these days..and if u dont know my number ask me and ill tell u it maybe if i like you enuff...


    Posted at 11:39 am by justxforgetxme
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    jeff....

    well right now...i like jeff..i dont really wanna cuz i know its not gonna happen again..cuz i fucked it up the first 2 timez..and i swear if i could go back and change it i would...but i cant..so i guess i just have to deal with it now....my fault i know...well i dunno if we would just be better off friends but i dont JUST wanna be friends ...but he doesnt care...i dont wanna lose him as a friend by lettin my feelings for him get in the way...ill just try n not let the feelings show...not gonna be easy...but..ill trie....


    Posted at 11:35 am by justxforgetxme
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