well right now...i like jeff..i dont really wanna cuz i know its not gonna happen again..cuz i fucked it up the first 2 timez..and i swear if i could go back and change it i would...but i cant..so i guess i just have to deal with it now....my fault i know...well i dunno if we would just be better off friends but i dont JUST wanna be friends ...but he doesnt care...i dont wanna lose him as a friend by lettin my feelings for him get in the way...ill just try n not let the feelings show...not gonna be easy...but..ill trie....